This is why I had to take a step back from my blogs too.
Normally I can handle all the expectations people have on me running my blog but in this time I couldn’t.
That I could go to school, learn something and then the next day be able to use what I learned at school at work.
This is why I’m applying for apprenticeships now, where I still would go to school 2 days a week.(Update: I wrote this blog post a while ago as a draft…
I always expected that I would be able to catch up on the time I had lost to being a young carer for my mom, but that was really unrealistic and I only pulled myself down.
Studying which I used to like became something I would no longer enjoy.
It was only about: how fast can I finish this really difficult long book?
I didn’t feel ready yet to start working in an apprenticeship and because I would be 15 when I finish high school I would have been too young for going a year abroad.
So I thought it would be best to continue school and go to public college.
In December I then got really sick with a virus that stayed with me for 6 months.
Christmas is coming up – are you in the spirit yet?
Well if you aren’t maybe some Christmas shopping for your secret santa match will get you in spirit? For safety reasons I decided that I will only accept penpalculture usernames as a contact info this year.