I chat with plus size supermodel Liris Crosse, who I now have a girl crush on because she is straight talking and awesome.She’s paved her own way in the plus size modeling business and […] Amy Pence-Brown stripped half naked, stood blindfolded wearing a black bikini at a farmers market in Boise, Idaho. The day I came home and saw my brother outside distraught that "ma left." How could she do that? ""It wasn't two years.""TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED! ""I went into the garage and tried to commit suicide.""But you didn't. I went along like nothing ever happened, like every one else in the family. I can't go on pretending that nothing ever happened. I guess I can't go on pretending that my family doesn't exist. Ok, I've stopped crying, I've removed the pizza place from speed dial and I've put down the Ben and Jerry's ice cream - it's time to rebuild. But what I didn't know was the story of what happened from the day she left. You're telling me that I imagined you not being there? When she came back I tried to have a relationship with her. I wanted write about how I laughed at some of the funny stuff I read in the comments... how this blog had been my medicine and I'm glad I had it. I wanted to write about how everything was going well for me, and now this. From: Some Chick Date: 1/30/06Everything is good, I keep having to pee cause I'm drinking all this water. Love Bastard Date: 1/30/06Morning u lil blueberry muffin. I was just thinking about you about an hour ago, I had something to tell you, but now I forget what it was. The one thing my dad didn't do when my mom left, was say bad things about her. I remember when I broke up with (If you didn't look good, he didn't look good. Yeah Yeah Yeah From: Some Chick Date: 1/23/06Yes Daddy I know. Love Bastard Date: 1/24/06I know this was yesterday's but class is cool. I'm sorry about last night but shaving took a lil longer than I expected. From: Some Chick Date: 1/24/06I think so, it would be alot of fun. You haven't even touched me yet and im in the bushes on a niggerette. Love Bastard Date: 1/25/06I be waching you from outside your crib. Are you telling me that you had been in the garage for two years? I want to have a relationship with her; but I want it to be based on truth."What happened? I've put the treadmill that I bought for my birthday into heavy use. I'm gonna be better, stronger, faster and most importantly hotter. You always talkin bout stalking, got me playing the stalker. Love Bastard And just how do you think you're stalking me? Love Bastard Date: 1/25/06Although you dont answer I continue to call and leave messages. I'm a strong person because you raised me that way. Because you can't take responsibility for your actions. I have to get on with my life and if that means living without a relationship with you, because you can't tell me what happened.
She was featured on season 10 of America’s Got Talent where Howard Stern said she was too fat to have a career in fitness and didn’t know why anyone would want to hire you. She is amazing and there […] This episode we talk with award-winning burlesque performer, Lillian Bustle.
Because other people's problems are easier to deal with than our own. Because here are the facts: I know as a friend you would have told me to stop f*ck_ng with that person. From: Some Chick Date: 1/18/06Unless you've been playing mind games with a college girl, yes.
But I guess you couldn't see that, since you were that person.... You all don't know what if feels like to have no family to talk to....
Just how much is a person supposed to take in at 4AM? How can the only thing that you tell me about the period when you left be that, 'It wasn't two years'? Yes, him knowing that the woman who's spirit he broke, that the woman who developed an eating disorder after we broke up, (Though since, I've learned to never let a man make me doubt my "cute appeal" - lol) was looking good; and that felt good as hell.
Can't I just life my life and let her life be her life? What he could never explain to me, was why she left. (I wanna tell her, I fucking hate her at this point - but I leave that part out). The girl who people used to say "smiled too much", stopped smiling. But I tell ya, even though I weighed less than I did in high school and was much healthier, the best part was when I saw his brother after we broke up and his brother relayed the fact that I was looking good.