And everyday from 6 to 9 I get out of the house and talk to strangers as social interaction … I love Nicole and I'm really trying to support her in her trying to find whatever it is she wants that made this fall apart in the first place." The most interesting thing, though, centers on how John and Nikki had allegedly been at different places in regards to their stances on marriage and children.She wanted a family, while he had been hesitant about it.Monday morning alongside hosts Kathie Lee Gifford and Hoda Kotb, and he sounded VERY regretful about the pair deciding to cancel their wedding — which would have taken place just days ago!Related: Colton Haynes Officially Files For Divorce Speaking candidly to the hosts, the 41-year-old wrestler-turned-actor said about Nikki (below): "It's up and it's down.There's been a lot of speculation recently about me being seen in public, and everyone's been like, ‘Oh John Cena's enjoying the single life.' No, I was supposed to be married and have a honeymoon over these two weeks.I am in my house alone surrounded by these emotionally strong memories.
After two months, all the matters regarding their divorce have been settled.
I've always been honest with you guys, I also don't want to ruin the viewers' morning by giving them a bowl of sadness soup. It's been incredibly reflective, which is amazing, but it's very difficult.
I had my heart broken out of nowhere — well, for me it was out of nowhere.
To hear Cena talk now to Kotb and Gifford, though, it sure sounds like he's having a major change of heart to get Nikki back (below): "If you look at me five years ago: stubborn, selfish, self-focused, life had always been about me.
And then slowly over time this woman waltzes in and just steals my heart, and whether I wanna realize it or not, she becomes my number one.