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I am over a year out, finally divorced and I am still afraid of him. Nothing i did mattered to her for her to show me something where she wanted to be a couple. He has had many outburst of breaking screaming, breaking things and butting my head. He’s busy I’m sure with his nasty dating sites and porn sites. We had a lot of good times in the beginning but as the years went on the goods time were few and far between. This went on a whole year of chemo treatments, operations,sepsis, hospital stays, stem cell transplant, etc. All these years he practically lived with me all he brought over was a change of underwear. On our 4th anniversary he disappointed me again, no divorce. She is a doctor and my company designed the luxury condos that she moved into. months of declaring his unending loooooove for me.. Telling me all the things he wants to do (in text of course… I don’t want to be with him but I still hope that one day he will get well.

My hope is that he had already found his next victim and moved on without a second thought to me. I am depend on him for financial reasons because of things he did to me to cause me physical injury so I was not able to work for two years. Every time I discuss a topic he doesn’t want to hear he threatens to leave, and he does quite often sometimes for 1 week, 2 weeks a month and then comes back that he will get a divorce and things will get better. I spend all the hours with him for every procedure. He never cared that I was upset and crying about things. I cooked for him and did his laundry and tended to all his personal paper work he didn’t have the attention span to do. I said to him I knew you were going to do this again and his reply smugly was I guess you know me by now. She asked me out..things were great and moved very quickly. He has an alcohol problem which I believe breeds his narcissism- this is not an excuse- this is the reality.

I tried to leave a few times but somehow he always knew, he would twist things and say he was just going to leave, and I would never hear from him again. Reply I have been married 3 years; most have been unhappy because my husband has N rage, he had a terrible childhood very abusive parents, never gave him the attention he needed, always made him feel less then. or ‘ready to eat….” a “relationship” does not make, imho. The bs & stories that must be coming outta his face, phew…. Sorry, sounds like I hate her, hate is not the word.

that being said, I took a job that I traveled and would be at the new location for several weeks. Each/every thing he posts, is like he’s getting away w/ ? Will we see balance in my lifetime regarding this problem that exists in both sexes and information available for both men and women to spot this in a potential lover or marital problem? Divorce, you go to hell, that’s it, take it or leave it.

I had gone to a different state, and stopped to fuel and get something to drink. He was clean, didn’t smoke and didn’t drink or at first around me he didn’t. I was one to leave it, but was treated like an outcast who had “sinned” until the narcissist began to show her behavior, then, many came and apologized profusely to me and my children. That is one reason and the children whom I have felt many times I overly compensated because their mother could not stop her infamous travels to exotic places with so many men, I cannot count them all because she was able to tap into my trust fund that happened to grow while we were married, take millions and live it up and she is probably broke financially but has found the next male who would have promiscuous sex with but would never go all the way and marry her and who will take her up on anything she may offer.

He threatened to kill me and throw me in the lake where no one would ever find me. Of course my husband had apologized and told me he was proud of me…… I can’t see her ever trying, or even make any kind of recognized subtle effort. He has given me the silent treatment for so long he hates all holidays and will never says a word during these wonderful occasions. He was married when we met and only has a separation agreement with his wife. He has moved out of the house into his own apartment which I helped paint, clean, set up etc. I let those feelings pass, worked through them and didn’t break NC and when I finally felt better ugh moving on- he emails me saying that some guy sent him emails between me and this mystery guy and asks me to please make it stop.

but I was scared, he was escalating out “fights” were daily, he would keep me on the phone all the way to work which was about an hour drive, and all the way home that way he knew exactly where I was and alienated me so I could not talk to any one else. I was living out of state with him not knowing anyone. He was very particular in things he wanted for his apartment his income is limited but he still rented an apartment he clearly couldn’t afford. He has ruined special occasions with his lies and disappointments. Reply Im wondering what the patterns are for women narcissists. tho ‘something’ did happen, just don’t know what) WHILE MY SON WAS THERE…. Add to that, him switching jobs a few times, being unemployed a bit in between… The things my ex comes up with is almost borderline hallucinations, stories no normal person would come up with.

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